Thursday, 8 March 2012
Wednesday, 7 March 2012
Time flies
Time do
friggin fly. It’s already almost middle March, next week school holiday and
soon April is coming. Shizz. Why everything have to go so fast? Dear time,
you’re going too fast. There’s a lot more I need to do and I believe other
people out there too. Please do down if you could. We would really appreciate it if you do. Thank
you.
Second day
of exam was alright too, except for Accounts. Didn’t had enough time to finish
the last part. Damn you brain. Why only last minute then you figure out how to
do. It’s already too late and not much time left. Ahhhhhhhh. Gonna do better
next time. Yayyy! Tomorrow is my last day of exam and it’s the worse subject
ever. Moral and Sivik. I’ve not memorize my Moral and for Sivik I really have
no idea whats coming out and don’t even know a tiny bit bout you. We’ll find it
out tomorrow you Sivik. Please be easy, do not play hard. And that’s not even
an option. HAHAHAHAHA!
I wonder why some people out there ALWAYS play hard to get. Please be friendly, because it really irritates me. Dude, it’s not that I want your life -.-
I wonder why some people out there ALWAYS play hard to get. Please be friendly, because it really irritates me. Dude, it’s not that I want your life -.-
Today is 7th
and of course tomorrow is 8th And guess whuttttt? Its my 2nd
monthsary!
Yay yay yay! I think I’m gonna save all my words and stuff for
tomorrow’s post. Heheheh.
I find this
is so true, so I’m gonna post it up.
‘Teenagers are the most misunderstood people on earth.
We are treated like children but expected to act like adults.’
Tuesday, 6 March 2012
Nightmare
2 nights ago was my first time of crying over a nightmare. And it was my worse nightmare I ever had.
Was studying and I was so exhausted and fall asleep around 0230 midnight. The dream was so scary and unbelievable. I'll just name that person in my dream as 'Dawn'. Dawn wanted to go somewhere which I can't remember where but all I remember was he wanted to go somewhere by boat. My mum, his parents and I sent him to the jetty. Dawn's mum asked him to sit properly and put on his life jacket. Instead of listening he said 'okokokokok, i'll do it later, just chill' *he's still standing up and the boat is gonna move soon* and the boat leaveeee. At night, i received a call and says the boat sank and there's few people they didn't manage to save, and there's also few people who are missing. I was worried like shit, didn't know what to do and so I called his mum and we talked bout it. Not long, the mum called me and says that she thinks Dawn is one of the missing people, cause until now they still couldn't look for you. And the end of the way we receive a phone call saying that he passed away. I cried my ass of in the dream and guess what? Once i woke up it was already 6++ so late for school. Once i woke up, my eyes was swollen, heartbeat was fcking fast and there's leftover tears in my eye. And I realized that not only i cried in the dream, but real life I did cried as well.
The next morning, i told my mum everything bout it. Mum said that when you dream bout someone and she or he passed away in your dream, that means something really good gonna happen to him or her in real life. So don't worry, everything will be alright.
See, i do care bout Dawn so much. Even tho its just a dream, but in real life i still cried over him. Hopefully everything will be alright, nothing bad will happen to him. Please do take care Dawn. *hugssss
you know who you are 'Dawn'
Was studying and I was so exhausted and fall asleep around 0230 midnight. The dream was so scary and unbelievable. I'll just name that person in my dream as 'Dawn'. Dawn wanted to go somewhere which I can't remember where but all I remember was he wanted to go somewhere by boat. My mum, his parents and I sent him to the jetty. Dawn's mum asked him to sit properly and put on his life jacket. Instead of listening he said 'okokokokok, i'll do it later, just chill' *he's still standing up and the boat is gonna move soon* and the boat leaveeee. At night, i received a call and says the boat sank and there's few people they didn't manage to save, and there's also few people who are missing. I was worried like shit, didn't know what to do and so I called his mum and we talked bout it. Not long, the mum called me and says that she thinks Dawn is one of the missing people, cause until now they still couldn't look for you. And the end of the way we receive a phone call saying that he passed away. I cried my ass of in the dream and guess what? Once i woke up it was already 6++ so late for school. Once i woke up, my eyes was swollen, heartbeat was fcking fast and there's leftover tears in my eye. And I realized that not only i cried in the dream, but real life I did cried as well.
The next morning, i told my mum everything bout it. Mum said that when you dream bout someone and she or he passed away in your dream, that means something really good gonna happen to him or her in real life. So don't worry, everything will be alright.
See, i do care bout Dawn so much. Even tho its just a dream, but in real life i still cried over him. Hopefully everything will be alright, nothing bad will happen to him. Please do take care Dawn. *hugssss
you know who you are 'Dawn'
something is wrong
First day of exam was alright. My brother and I did something really stupid today. We fight over a load of bread. We were telling each other which brand tastes nicer and we ended up arguing till the max. When i thought of it I was like wtf? Why did i waste my time fighting over a loaf of bread? jeez. aight, skip skip.
I felt like something is really wrong. Something is not going right, there's something left behind and I didn't get to solve or figure it out. Something is not going the right way, something is just really really wrong.
THE POINT IS SOMETHING IS WRONG.
I just couldn't figure it out what is it, no clue at all. Sometimes I got the feeling like 'oh, i think its this' but at the end is not. And thats when I start to think over it over and over and over again. These few days was quite different, something is wrong and i'm not sure what is it. Studies? Relationship? Or i'm just stressed out? idk.
Imma just hoping that everything will be alright and nothing goes wrong. If something really goes wrong, hopefully I would be able to handle it wisely.
I felt like something is really wrong. Something is not going right, there's something left behind and I didn't get to solve or figure it out. Something is not going the right way, something is just really really wrong.
THE POINT IS SOMETHING IS WRONG.
I just couldn't figure it out what is it, no clue at all. Sometimes I got the feeling like 'oh, i think its this' but at the end is not. And thats when I start to think over it over and over and over again. These few days was quite different, something is wrong and i'm not sure what is it. Studies? Relationship? Or i'm just stressed out? idk.
Imma just hoping that everything will be alright and nothing goes wrong. If something really goes wrong, hopefully I would be able to handle it wisely.
Monday, 5 March 2012
School today was pretty good, glad that everything in school has already settled and I can sit for my exam peacefully. yayyy. Got home around 0230 and I had a terrible headache and so I skipped my piano class. Instead of studying directly, I watched Friends With Benefits just wanna relax myself for awhile. It was a great movie tho, took a short nap after the movie and I woke up, shower and now here am I blogging.
Right now, all is need is STATIONARY for exam. All my pens have no ink, I lost my liquid paper, I need a ruler, eraser etc etc etc. Mum is not free tonight and driver is not working at night. No-one could bring me to ze stationary shop how I wish I could drive myself. Too bad, there's still a long way from getting my license. Life without transportation really sucks, especially during your teenage life. Right right right? Who couldn't agree me more. Guess that I've gotta find ways to get all my stationaries. After this imma start studying and a goodnight text for boyfriend then off to bed. All the best to everyone who is having their exam nowww. xx
Sunday, 4 March 2012
Just keep reading
4th March 2012
Last few days were quite tough for me to go through, but
luckily I manage to go through. Didn’t really get to update my blog for the
past few days, was too busy thinking and solving problems.
Went to State Library this morning at 1030am but boyfie couldn't make it cause smthg happen. It’s alright, luckily I could concentrate
myself. Heheheh. Around 2 boyfie picked me up and we went to damai coffee bean
to do revision. Dance class starts at 3 and that’s when he leaves. Dance class
just now was a blast as well! We did really great and Aris said we’re improving
more and more practice by practice. Nice one Xplicit ! gooooooooooo girls!
Actually, I’ve tans to type but i’m in a rush to go and do
my revision. Exam coming soon and gotta study! To everyone who are having exam
please do revision and all the best for y’ll!
To boyfriend: please do study and all the best for tmr’s
paper. *hugsss xx
To myself: I’ve gotta improve my study skills and try not to think much. And and I’m trying my best to gain someone’s trust.
Girlfriends
29th Febraury 2012
Jeez, what a day I had today. I had a really rough day today
in school. Seriously, all.saints ain’t treating me nice. Somehow I feel that
I’m belong to TTSS more than all.saints. Teachers there are way much more
different than TTSS’s teacher. The way they teach and talk, its too rude honeh.
Ok, skip this. Not worth to my time to type bout it. But wait, friends there
are awesome, they’re good, caring and loving. Love themmmm.
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Xplicit
28th February 2012
Hello blog, I’m new in here oh wait old user but I never
update my blog and I ended up deactivating you but now please do treat me good
so that I’ll update you and will never kill you again J deal? Alright, deal.
Errrr, where should I start? There’s tans of stuff running through my mind right now. Idk where to start but. Alright, exam is coming soon. Me and my girlfriends need to make sure that we’ll get good results and make our parents and boyfriend proud. Most probably they’re studying and I’m here blogging. This wont take long, promise. Heh heh! And girls, I hope we wont miss any of our dance classes anymore! We need to work this out and give it our best! Gooooooooo Xplicit! xx
Errrr, where should I start? There’s tans of stuff running through my mind right now. Idk where to start but. Alright, exam is coming soon. Me and my girlfriends need to make sure that we’ll get good results and make our parents and boyfriend proud. Most probably they’re studying and I’m here blogging. This wont take long, promise. Heh heh! And girls, I hope we wont miss any of our dance classes anymore! We need to work this out and give it our best! Gooooooooo Xplicit! xx
Now ummmm, my cartoon and I isn’t in good situation now,
this suck but I’m trying my best to make things right. I know it takes yearssss
to earn trust but only a second to break it. I hope that you’ll make an effort
for ze both of us. I’m hoping that he had already read the letter that I wrote
to him and I’ll get a call or text but unfortunately until now I still don’t
get any respond from him. Time is all what we need. We can’t rush anything,
that’s why time is very precious. I hope we both would make this relationship
last, work things out and please do talk whenever we’ve problems. You’re my
boyfriend, best friend, enemy, horse, cartoon, lover and etc. I love being with
you, cause you’re different. If I’m not serious why would I be spending time on
this and why should I waste my time since I’ve others stuff to do? So, please do
look for me asap. I hope you know what I’m thinking cause It would really make
me happy if you do. Stay strong! xx
Finally
Heyy! Since my blogskin is not done yet and I’m soo lazy to
post it unless my blogskin is done and I decide blog somewhere else until my
blogskin is done then I’ll just post it on my blog. And now, since I THINK is done so, this is it from day 1
till today :D
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