2 nights ago was my first time of crying over a nightmare. And it was my worse nightmare I ever had.
Was studying and I was so exhausted and fall asleep around 0230 midnight. The dream was so scary and unbelievable. I'll just name that person in my dream as 'Dawn'. Dawn wanted to go somewhere which I can't remember where but all I remember was he wanted to go somewhere by boat. My mum, his parents and I sent him to the jetty. Dawn's mum asked him to sit properly and put on his life jacket. Instead of listening he said 'okokokokok, i'll do it later, just chill' *he's still standing up and the boat is gonna move soon* and the boat leaveeee. At night, i received a call and says the boat sank and there's few people they didn't manage to save, and there's also few people who are missing. I was worried like shit, didn't know what to do and so I called his mum and we talked bout it. Not long, the mum called me and says that she thinks Dawn is one of the missing people, cause until now they still couldn't look for you. And the end of the way we receive a phone call saying that he passed away. I cried my ass of in the dream and guess what? Once i woke up it was already 6++ so late for school. Once i woke up, my eyes was swollen, heartbeat was fcking fast and there's leftover tears in my eye. And I realized that not only i cried in the dream, but real life I did cried as well.
The next morning, i told my mum everything bout it. Mum said that when you dream bout someone and she or he passed away in your dream, that means something really good gonna happen to him or her in real life. So don't worry, everything will be alright.
See, i do care bout Dawn so much. Even tho its just a dream, but in real life i still cried over him. Hopefully everything will be alright, nothing bad will happen to him. Please do take care Dawn. *hugssss
Tuesday, 6 March 2012
something is wrong
First day of exam was alright. My brother and I did something really stupid today. We fight over a load of bread. We were telling each other which brand tastes nicer and we ended up arguing till the max. When i thought of it I was like wtf? Why did i waste my time fighting over a loaf of bread? jeez. aight, skip skip.
I felt like something is really wrong. Something is not going right, there's something left behind and I didn't get to solve or figure it out. Something is not going the right way, something is just really really wrong.
THE POINT IS SOMETHING IS WRONG.
I just couldn't figure it out what is it, no clue at all. Sometimes I got the feeling like 'oh, i think its this' but at the end is not. And thats when I start to think over it over and over and over again. These few days was quite different, something is wrong and i'm not sure what is it. Studies? Relationship? Or i'm just stressed out? idk.
Imma just hoping that everything will be alright and nothing goes wrong. If something really goes wrong, hopefully I would be able to handle it wisely.
I felt like something is really wrong. Something is not going right, there's something left behind and I didn't get to solve or figure it out. Something is not going the right way, something is just really really wrong.
THE POINT IS SOMETHING IS WRONG.
I just couldn't figure it out what is it, no clue at all. Sometimes I got the feeling like 'oh, i think its this' but at the end is not. And thats when I start to think over it over and over and over again. These few days was quite different, something is wrong and i'm not sure what is it. Studies? Relationship? Or i'm just stressed out? idk.
Imma just hoping that everything will be alright and nothing goes wrong. If something really goes wrong, hopefully I would be able to handle it wisely.
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