Well here's another post of your last year's birthday pictures. Just flashback and think of how we used to celebrate your birthday with you :')

Hugs and kisses from me and people in kk xx

It's been awhile

Helloooo there! It has been so long. Didn't get to update my blog due to exams and school work. Finally first day of holiday is here! yay! First day feels great, bet the next few days i'll get bored.

There's tans of things happening around me. Friendship, relationship, family, studies etc etc etc. Too much. I don't even have the time to think what exactly I want. Alright, let's just skip this part.

What I wanna do during the holidays is umm, go out! But I don't think i', allowed to do that. Mum keep asking me to stay home and revise for my spm. Well, I've gotta balance everything. But there's something that I really want to do. I wanna hang out with my lembuuu! HAHAHAHHAH! you know who you are. It has been almost a month. No outings, mannnn, i miss you! And I must hang out with all my girlfriends. This is a must.

To cartoon : We must hang out, I miss our laughter together! x

To girlfriends : Maybe right now we're not in a good relationship, but someday we will. Hopefully things will get back to how it used to be. I miss having you all around.

Pictures? 

I miss all my ttss friends

Xplicits!

Cousins!

loves

always

laughter

I’m not sure what am I supposed to feel now. Happy? Sad? I really don’t know. But one thing for sure that I’m going to do is I’m gonna appreciates every single bit whats happening between us and the others. I’m just gonna go with he flow but I’ll still try my best to fix things and gain back that trust that I really need so badly. 

Days and nights without you could really be boring. I love the fact that we laugh together. Everything is just priceless. Dear honey, you always know what am I thinking inside. Sometimes its good for me but sometimes nooooo. How if I wanna plan something for you? And you've already found out? There wouldn't be a surprise anymore. aiyai. I love love love our laughter together.

How nice would it be if our laughter together will always stay and there's no ending.

It has been a long long time since I updated my blog. Haven't been updating due to unstable life conditions. There's ups and downs. All this while there's tans of things happened. Well, there's times that its better to remain silent for certain things. Honestly, I'm not sure what should I type and say right now. Cause there's tans of things running around in my mind. well, maybe pictures could do? :)

Jeremy & I (chruch)

tomato soup! :)

His and mine :)

diy

loves

April fool

It's been awhile. My April fool was not interesting, no ful at all. What a lame April fool I had this year. The first person who fooled me was Diana. She texted me and says that the next day is nafi's birthday. And I was like huh? That's I impossible cause his birthday is right after mine. HAHAHAHA! Somehow it sounds cute the way she fooled me. Well, I managed to fooled mum. Took her new phone and lied to her that we forgoted it at the restaurant. She was scared out of her shit, she was panicked. My bro sis and I laughed, we couldn't stop by lookin at her face. Hahahahahah! Well that's all for today I guess. Im tired blogging w my iPod. Umma getting finger cramp soon. Byeeeeee

This is what we call FUN

Didn't went to school today, cause I was sick. Stayed home for the whole day. I got nothing to do and I ended up facing my lappy for the whole day. I was looking through all my facebook pictures. And I saw some old pictures. We had alot of fun. Laughter all the way. We all just click together. I miss all that. As I go through all the pictures I was flashback-ing what and what happen that time, what we were doing, who was there etc etc etc. How I wish we could do it again. Time really does flies, it really does. Right now, one by one is leaving for further studies and distance between all of us are getting more and more far. 

High school will always be best thing that ever happen and imma appreciated every single bits of it. xx

Pictures, enjoy! 

Inter-class volleyball competition 

 He's recording, and i'm scolding him  

 Banana Boat

 Begging him to stop recording me

 group photo

Laughter all the way

Laughter all the way xx

I've someone that always makes me laugh, happy, mad, cry at the same time. He's a very hyper-active playful, full of jokes and sudden attacks. He always have this happy go lucky face. Most of the time when I saw him, there's always a smile appear on his face which I lovelovelove. And yes, he is serious as well. He's very serious in whatever he do as well. Especially his studies. I love it when he's studying, whenever he concentrates he's really quiet and no-one can disturb him. Once you disturb him, he might blow up or he'll just ignore you. That shows how serious is he taking his studies is. There's this one time we both were studying and I suddenly talked to him, instead of answering me he ignored me. I find is so cute when he's concentrating. HAHAHAHA! And he's full of surprises as well.  He's actually very soft in the inside. 

I'm happy w/ him and I hope that there's nothing will stop us from laughing together. Whatever topics, jokes etc etc etc we talk bout, we can just talk talk talk and laugh all the way. Even tho its a boring topic he could make it interesting. But sometimes just because a tiny tiny things we could argue. But as I said he's hyper playful and full of surprises after an silly argument after few minutes or seconds he'll just appear and pop out with some funny lines and jokes to cheer me up. And yes of course i'll laugh immediately then TAA-DAAA! problem solved and ended with full of laughter :) One more thing that is really special bout him that he loves to sing. I'm not sure that he loves singing or not but from what I observe is he loves to sing and yeah sure he can sing. He always sing to me through the phone. But what I love most is he singing to me face to face. He got this one kind of face expression that totally melt me away. awwwwww HAHAHAHHA! Sometimes he annoys me, lemme tell you when he's in the mood to annoy me, he'll seriously annoys me until he's satisfy. He wont stop until he's satisfy. And one more thing that really annoys me is he tickles me alot. I dislike people who tickles me, i'm very sensitive with it and there's he is doing it alot. He'll only stop tickling me when I almost hit something. How bout tears? No, he wont. HHAHAHAHAH! But I enjoy all that tho.And the way he draw heart shape its just so cute, too cute. I could be obsessed with it. Honestly, there's tans of things to type bout us, but I just don't know how to type it out. Its just more than words. If you know what I mean. 

Imma gonna appreciate everything and treasure everything. And i'm sure that we'll do our best in everything and not gonna give up easily. :)

Hellloooo there!

Heellllooooo there! Obviously i'm happy ay? For real, yeah I am happy. Very. For the past 1 week my day was great and almost perfect. Things are doing so good. I'm happy w/ my result, happy w/ my family,  happy w/ my friends but most of all i'm happy w/ my boyfriend. Whenever we hang, we laugh alot. Like  A LOT! HAHAHAHA! oh and i'm happy and satisfy w/ Xplicit's new dance steps. We're improving! Heyyyyyy, imma waiting for my dad to come back from his 2weeks out station and i'll get what I want. yay yay yay. see, things just go so well. But i'm hoping this will continue and don't stop. With this kind of mood and situation i'm not this would really shine my day and happy mood is always on. Who doesn't wants that right? :) Noice noice, I loike all this. Aight, I sounds so confident and cocky I know, so i'm gonna stop it before things go the other way round. *touch wood* wellllll, ummmm. overall things are good. Hope you people out there have a great day as well and all the best in everything! smile xx

Xplicit

Xplicit

Look, i'm doing so great :D

First Day of School

First day of school wasn't that good. I couldn't get up. Mum forced me to get up, I was pist and I ended up calling Nafi and I felt better. hehehehhe! I think i gain a lil weight this hols, my school uniform was a lil tighter than before and i'm not proud of it -.- Assembly was so tiring and sleepy same goes to class. I got back some of my exam papers today and yeah yeah, it was quite good :D When teachers giving us back our papers and that was the only time I don't feel sleepy. Instead of sleepy, I was nervous & excited. Got scolded by Science teacher cause I slept right after I got back my paper. jeez. So that was my first day of school. Got back home, had a short satisfying nap, piano teacher came and had my piano class. 

Right now I really need a new lap top and wants my WiFi to get fixed. The old lap top its like a piece of hopeless shizz. And the WiFi is so retarded. On and off, whenever it's off all of a sudden I tend to hit it a few times and it works again. Idk it's because of my hit or what but it works after that but not long it became a retard AGAIN. No good. I've tans of assignments and school works to do for SPM and here are they trying to make me lazy not to do my work. Ahhhhh. Hopefully I could get everything fixed by this week. Finger crossed xx

 

Things do happen

I had a really long day yesterday and I'm very sure that i'll remember every single thing happened yesterday. It was full of sadness, anger, disappointment, tears but thanks god we all ended up our day with full of laughter. At that time I wanted to run away, cause I really didn't know what to do, scared my shit outta my pants. But right now, I didn't regret a single second bout yesterday. I was glad that I could help'em and now I feel really good. Hope that after whatever happened yesterday, we would really appreciate each other very much.

'No one is perfect, human being does make mistakes. ' 

Hanafi is now at kl, he's gonna spend his holiday there and of course all the best for him in his world wide Jiu-jitsu tournament. I'm pretty sure that he'll make it a good one and try his very best. Here's a post about his previous tournament in Manila. One of his coach posted this up.

‎My 2nd match was pit against a very young Hanafi who was a 16 year old from BJJ Borneo. I was watching his match when he competed in the gi-category & I have to say I was very impressed with his explosive move & dexterity. This match against him wasn't going to be easy.

I lost via points (I believe it was during the triangle attempt he got me), he had a really strong guard & I obviously haven't work on my guard pass game. In fact even at the end of everything my ribs were hurting from the crushing pressure of his guard. It made me realise that I don't know much about guard passing & I should really work on it."

GOOD JOB! Hanafi Hisyam

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaDlwU_b6-A&feature=share

www.youtube.com

I believe his family and friends will be very proud of him and of course me too. Gonna give him all my luck while he's competing. xx