This is what we call FUN

Didn't went to school today, cause I was sick. Stayed home for the whole day. I got nothing to do and I ended up facing my lappy for the whole day. I was looking through all my facebook pictures. And I saw some old pictures. We had alot of fun. Laughter all the way. We all just click together. I miss all that. As I go through all the pictures I was flashback-ing what and what happen that time, what we were doing, who was there etc etc etc. How I wish we could do it again. Time really does flies, it really does. Right now, one by one is leaving for further studies and distance between all of us are getting more and more far. 

High school will always be best thing that ever happen and imma appreciated every single bits of it. xx

Pictures, enjoy! 

Inter-class volleyball competition 

 He's recording, and i'm scolding him  

 Banana Boat

 Begging him to stop recording me

 group photo

Laughter all the way

Laughter all the way xx

I've someone that always makes me laugh, happy, mad, cry at the same time. He's a very hyper-active playful, full of jokes and sudden attacks. He always have this happy go lucky face. Most of the time when I saw him, there's always a smile appear on his face which I lovelovelove. And yes, he is serious as well. He's very serious in whatever he do as well. Especially his studies. I love it when he's studying, whenever he concentrates he's really quiet and no-one can disturb him. Once you disturb him, he might blow up or he'll just ignore you. That shows how serious is he taking his studies is. There's this one time we both were studying and I suddenly talked to him, instead of answering me he ignored me. I find is so cute when he's concentrating. HAHAHAHA! And he's full of surprises as well.  He's actually very soft in the inside. 

I'm happy w/ him and I hope that there's nothing will stop us from laughing together. Whatever topics, jokes etc etc etc we talk bout, we can just talk talk talk and laugh all the way. Even tho its a boring topic he could make it interesting. But sometimes just because a tiny tiny things we could argue. But as I said he's hyper playful and full of surprises after an silly argument after few minutes or seconds he'll just appear and pop out with some funny lines and jokes to cheer me up. And yes of course i'll laugh immediately then TAA-DAAA! problem solved and ended with full of laughter :) One more thing that is really special bout him that he loves to sing. I'm not sure that he loves singing or not but from what I observe is he loves to sing and yeah sure he can sing. He always sing to me through the phone. But what I love most is he singing to me face to face. He got this one kind of face expression that totally melt me away. awwwwww HAHAHAHHA! Sometimes he annoys me, lemme tell you when he's in the mood to annoy me, he'll seriously annoys me until he's satisfy. He wont stop until he's satisfy. And one more thing that really annoys me is he tickles me alot. I dislike people who tickles me, i'm very sensitive with it and there's he is doing it alot. He'll only stop tickling me when I almost hit something. How bout tears? No, he wont. HHAHAHAHAH! But I enjoy all that tho.And the way he draw heart shape its just so cute, too cute. I could be obsessed with it. Honestly, there's tans of things to type bout us, but I just don't know how to type it out. Its just more than words. If you know what I mean. 

Imma gonna appreciate everything and treasure everything. And i'm sure that we'll do our best in everything and not gonna give up easily. :)

Hellloooo there!

Heellllooooo there! Obviously i'm happy ay? For real, yeah I am happy. Very. For the past 1 week my day was great and almost perfect. Things are doing so good. I'm happy w/ my result, happy w/ my family,  happy w/ my friends but most of all i'm happy w/ my boyfriend. Whenever we hang, we laugh alot. Like  A LOT! HAHAHAHA! oh and i'm happy and satisfy w/ Xplicit's new dance steps. We're improving! Heyyyyyy, imma waiting for my dad to come back from his 2weeks out station and i'll get what I want. yay yay yay. see, things just go so well. But i'm hoping this will continue and don't stop. With this kind of mood and situation i'm not this would really shine my day and happy mood is always on. Who doesn't wants that right? :) Noice noice, I loike all this. Aight, I sounds so confident and cocky I know, so i'm gonna stop it before things go the other way round. *touch wood* wellllll, ummmm. overall things are good. Hope you people out there have a great day as well and all the best in everything! smile xx

Xplicit

Xplicit

Look, i'm doing so great :D

First Day of School

First day of school wasn't that good. I couldn't get up. Mum forced me to get up, I was pist and I ended up calling Nafi and I felt better. hehehehhe! I think i gain a lil weight this hols, my school uniform was a lil tighter than before and i'm not proud of it -.- Assembly was so tiring and sleepy same goes to class. I got back some of my exam papers today and yeah yeah, it was quite good :D When teachers giving us back our papers and that was the only time I don't feel sleepy. Instead of sleepy, I was nervous & excited. Got scolded by Science teacher cause I slept right after I got back my paper. jeez. So that was my first day of school. Got back home, had a short satisfying nap, piano teacher came and had my piano class. 

Right now I really need a new lap top and wants my WiFi to get fixed. The old lap top its like a piece of hopeless shizz. And the WiFi is so retarded. On and off, whenever it's off all of a sudden I tend to hit it a few times and it works again. Idk it's because of my hit or what but it works after that but not long it became a retard AGAIN. No good. I've tans of assignments and school works to do for SPM and here are they trying to make me lazy not to do my work. Ahhhhh. Hopefully I could get everything fixed by this week. Finger crossed xx

 

Things do happen

I had a really long day yesterday and I'm very sure that i'll remember every single thing happened yesterday. It was full of sadness, anger, disappointment, tears but thanks god we all ended up our day with full of laughter. At that time I wanted to run away, cause I really didn't know what to do, scared my shit outta my pants. But right now, I didn't regret a single second bout yesterday. I was glad that I could help'em and now I feel really good. Hope that after whatever happened yesterday, we would really appreciate each other very much.

'No one is perfect, human being does make mistakes. ' 

Hanafi is now at kl, he's gonna spend his holiday there and of course all the best for him in his world wide Jiu-jitsu tournament. I'm pretty sure that he'll make it a good one and try his very best. Here's a post about his previous tournament in Manila. One of his coach posted this up.

‎My 2nd match was pit against a very young Hanafi who was a 16 year old from BJJ Borneo. I was watching his match when he competed in the gi-category & I have to say I was very impressed with his explosive move & dexterity. This match against him wasn't going to be easy.

I lost via points (I believe it was during the triangle attempt he got me), he had a really strong guard & I obviously haven't work on my guard pass game. In fact even at the end of everything my ribs were hurting from the crushing pressure of his guard. It made me realise that I don't know much about guard passing & I should really work on it."

GOOD JOB! Hanafi Hisyam

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kaDlwU_b6-A&feature=share

www.youtube.com

I believe his family and friends will be very proud of him and of course me too. Gonna give him all my luck while he's competing. xx

2nd Monthsary

Time flies

Time do friggin fly. It’s already almost middle March, next week school holiday and soon April is coming. Shizz. Why everything have to go so fast? Dear time, you’re going too fast. There’s a lot more I need to do and I believe other people out there too. Please do down if you could.  We would really appreciate it if you do. Thank you.

Second day of exam was alright too, except for Accounts. Didn’t had enough time to finish the last part. Damn you brain. Why only last minute then you figure out how to do. It’s already too late and not much time left. Ahhhhhhhh. Gonna do better next time. Yayyy! Tomorrow is my last day of exam and it’s the worse subject ever. Moral and Sivik. I’ve not memorize my Moral and for Sivik I really have no idea whats coming out and don’t even know a tiny bit bout you. We’ll find it out tomorrow you Sivik. Please be easy, do not play hard. And that’s not even an option. HAHAHAHAHA!
 I wonder why some people out there ALWAYS play hard to get. Please be friendly, because it really irritates me.  Dude, it’s not that I want your life -.-

Today is 7^th and of course tomorrow is 8^th And guess whuttttt? Its my 2^nd monthsary! 

Yay yay yay! I think I’m gonna save all my words and stuff for tomorrow’s post. Heheheh.

I find this is so true, so I’m gonna post it up.

‘Teenagers are the most misunderstood people on earth. 

We are treated like children but expected to act like adults.’

Nightmare

2 nights ago was my first time of crying over a nightmare. And it was my worse nightmare I ever had.
Was studying and I was so exhausted and fall asleep around 0230 midnight. The dream was so scary and unbelievable. I'll just name that person in my dream as 'Dawn'. Dawn wanted to go somewhere which I can't remember where but all I remember was he wanted to go somewhere by boat. My mum, his parents and I sent him to the jetty. Dawn's mum asked him to sit properly and put on his life jacket. Instead of listening he said 'okokokokok, i'll do it later, just chill' *he's still standing up and the boat is gonna move soon* and the boat leaveeee. At night, i received a call and says the boat sank and there's few people they didn't manage to save, and there's also few people who are missing. I was worried like shit, didn't know what to do and so I called his mum and we talked bout it. Not long, the mum called me and says that she thinks Dawn is one of the missing people, cause until now they still couldn't look for you. And the end of the way we receive a phone call saying that he passed away. I cried my ass of in the dream and guess what? Once i woke up it was already 6++ so late for school. Once i woke up, my eyes was swollen, heartbeat was fcking fast and there's leftover tears in my eye. And I realized that not only i cried in the dream, but real life I did cried as well.

The next morning, i told my mum everything bout it. Mum said that when you dream bout someone and she or he passed away in your dream, that means something really good gonna happen to him or her in real life. So don't worry, everything will be alright.

See, i do care bout Dawn so much. Even tho its just a dream, but in real life i still cried over him. Hopefully everything will be alright, nothing bad will happen to him. Please do take care Dawn. *hugssss

you know who you are 'Dawn' 

something is wrong

First day of exam was alright. My brother and I did something really stupid today. We fight over a load of bread. We were telling each other which brand tastes nicer and we ended up arguing till the max. When i thought of it I was like wtf? Why did i waste my time fighting over a loaf of bread? jeez. aight, skip skip.

I felt like something is really wrong. Something is not going right, there's something left behind and I didn't get to solve or figure it out. Something is not going the right way, something is just really really wrong.
THE POINT IS SOMETHING IS WRONG.
I just couldn't figure it out what is it, no clue at all. Sometimes I got the feeling like 'oh, i think its this' but at the end is not. And thats when I start to think over it over and over and over again. These few days was quite different, something is wrong and i'm not sure what is it. Studies? Relationship? Or i'm just stressed out? idk.
Imma just hoping that everything will be alright and nothing goes wrong. If something really goes wrong, hopefully I would be able to handle it wisely.

School today was pretty good, glad that everything in school has already settled and I can sit for my exam peacefully. yayyy. Got home around 0230 and I had a terrible headache and so I skipped my piano class. Instead of studying directly, I watched Friends With Benefits just wanna relax myself for awhile. It was a great movie tho, took a short nap after the movie and I woke up, shower and now here am I blogging.

Right now, all is need is STATIONARY for exam. All my pens have no ink, I lost my liquid paper, I need a ruler, eraser etc etc etc. Mum is not free tonight and driver is not working at night. No-one could bring me to ze stationary shop how I wish I could drive myself. Too bad, there's still a long way from getting my license. Life without transportation really sucks, especially during your teenage life. Right right right? Who couldn't agree me more. Guess that I've gotta find ways to get all my stationaries. After this imma start studying and a goodnight text for boyfriend then off to bed. All the best to everyone who is having their exam nowww. xx

Just keep reading

4^th March 2012 

Last few days were quite tough for me to go through, but luckily I manage to go through. Didn’t really get to update my blog for the past few days, was too busy thinking and solving problems.

Went to State Library this morning at 1030am but boyfie couldn't make it cause smthg happen. It’s alright, luckily I could concentrate myself. Heheheh. Around 2 boyfie picked me up and we went to damai coffee bean to do revision. Dance class starts at 3 and that’s when he leaves. Dance class just now was a blast as well! We did really great and Aris said we’re improving more and more practice by practice. Nice one Xplicit ! gooooooooooo girls!

Actually, I’ve tans to type but i’m in a rush to go and do my revision. Exam coming soon and gotta study! To everyone who are having exam please do revision and all the best for y’ll!

To boyfriend: please do study and all the best for tmr’s paper. *hugsss xx

To myself: I’ve gotta improve my study skills and try not to think much. And and I’m trying my best to gain someone’s trust. 

Girlfriends

29^th Febraury 2012

Jeez, what a day I had today. I had a really rough day today in school. Seriously, all.saints ain’t treating me nice. Somehow I feel that I’m belong to TTSS more than all.saints. Teachers there are way much more different than TTSS’s teacher. The way they teach and talk, its too rude honeh. Ok, skip this. Not worth to my time to type bout it. But wait, friends there are awesome, they’re good, caring and loving. Love themmmm.

Xplicit

28^th February 2012

Hello blog, I’m new in here oh wait old user but I never update my blog and I ended up deactivating you but now please do treat me good so that I’ll update you and will never kill you again J deal? Alright, deal.

Errrr, where should I start? There’s tans of stuff running through my mind right now. Idk where to start but.  Alright, exam is coming soon. Me and my girlfriends need to make sure that we’ll get good results and make our parents and boyfriend proud. Most probably they’re studying and I’m here blogging. This wont take long, promise. Heh heh! And girls, I hope we wont miss any of our dance classes anymore! We need to work this out and give it our best! Gooooooooo Xplicit! xx

Now ummmm, my cartoon and I isn’t in good situation now, this suck but I’m trying my best to make things right. I know it takes yearssss to earn trust but only a second to break it. I hope that you’ll make an effort for ze both of us. I’m hoping that he had already read the letter that I wrote to him and I’ll get a call or text but unfortunately until now I still don’t get any respond from him. Time is all what we need. We can’t rush anything, that’s why time is very precious. I hope we both would make this relationship last, work things out and please do talk whenever we’ve problems. You’re my boyfriend, best friend, enemy, horse, cartoon, lover and etc. I love being with you, cause you’re different. If I’m not serious why would I be spending time on this and why should I waste my time since I’ve others stuff to do? So, please do look for me asap. I hope you know what I’m thinking cause It would really make me happy if you do. Stay strong! xx

Finally

Heyy! Since my blogskin is not done yet and I’m soo lazy to post it unless my blogskin is done and I decide blog somewhere else until my blogskin is done then I’ll just post it on my blog. And now, since I THINK is done so, this is it from day 1 till today :D